I'm young, only twenty, yet I feel like I've still missed out on far too much. I also feel as if I'm on the precipice of a deep apathy that I struggle with every day. I seek new feelings. New experiences don't always provide new feelings, but they do provide a setting in which I can appreciate the old ones. I know what I enjoy. For what seemed like a decade I hadn't the clue. I fucking despise people, yet they are the only thing that can really make me happy. God damn social mammals disgust me, the hypocrisy, the deceit, the anger, the fucking selfishness of it all. Society is a fucking conundrum.
Yet, I feel so good about life, humanity, death.
This blog was supposed to be about hookah.